Blog Summary
Thoughts and Musings
2021 - Present
How do we cope when our bodies and minds aren’t what they were? How do we find purpose in life? Is adventure still on the horizon? Can we cope much less thrive in today’s chaotic environement? How might adventure change as we sprout wrinkles?
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Adventuring
- Jun 20, 2023 Must an Adventure be Extreme?
- Apr 15, 2022 Adventure finds you when least expected
- Nov 2, 2021 Marooned in Memphis
- Oct 10, 2021 Why Girl Scouts?
- Dec 29, 2020 When will it end?
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Commentary
- Jul 18, 2023 AI is not the Monster, is it?
- Jul 1, 2023 Zooming with Ukrainians
- Jun 20, 2023 Must an Adventure be Extreme?
- May 15, 2022 Missed Rebellion
- Feb 23, 2022 Alone and Inbetween
- Jan 17, 2022 Troubling Times
- Dec 23, 2021 Holiday Cards
- Dec 16, 2021 It’s not about me at Christmas
- Nov 27, 2021 Opera is not dead
- Nov 2, 2021 Marooned in Memphis
- Oct 19, 2021 Art Fights Gun Violence
- Jul 3, 2021 Humbled and Renewed
- Jun 26, 2021 Buckshot not Bullets
- May 28, 2021 Dog Sitting
- Apr 28, 2021 Assumptions are Stupid
- Apr 22, 2021 First Kiss
- Mar 19, 2021 Messing with Meditation
- Feb 25, 2021 What’s in a Nickname?
- Feb 18, 2021 Confinement Messes with the Mind
- Feb 12, 2021 Breadth or depth?
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Medical Adventure
- Jun 11, 2023 Spine Surgery Epilogue
- Jun 4, 2023 Pushing too hard almost defeated me…
- May 30, 2023 A Step in the Wrong Direction
- May 21, 2023 No Bending, Lifting, Twisting
- May 16, 2023 Creeping Disabling Pain Got Me
- May 21, 2021 Pretzel Pain
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On Ageing
- Jun 7, 2022 Wise or Just Old?
- Nov 17, 2021 Memory on My Mind
- May 21, 2021 Pretzel Pain
- Apr 12, 2021 Pandemic Isolation Thwarted
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On Writing
- May 8, 2023 Pandemic Stress
- May 16, 2022 They liked it!
- Feb 23, 2022 Alone and Inbetween
- Feb 10, 2022 Rabbit Hole
- Oct 24, 2021 Fiction vs. Memoir
- Jun 26, 2021 Buckshot not Bullets
- Jun 19, 2021 Claustrophobia
- Apr 5, 2021 Ode to Southern Writers
- Mar 25, 2021 Criticism - Gift or Fault Finding?
- Mar 19, 2021 Messing with Meditation
- Mar 5, 2021 When writing ‘what you know’ is not enough
- Apr 22, 2020 The Writing Life
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Pandemic
- May 8, 2023 Pandemic Stress
- Jun 19, 2021 Claustrophobia
- Apr 12, 2021 Pandemic Isolation Thwarted
- Feb 18, 2021 Confinement Messes with the Mind
- Dec 29, 2020 When will it end?
Pandemic Stress
I spent the pandemic year writing a novel, Jack’s Gift. Now, firecrackers started exploding in my brain, searing synapses, and leaving stale, hollow echoes of thought behind. Words slithered off my screen, unable to connect then drowning in darkness. An internal, wild force compelled me to breakout of tihs pandemic prison. Now I stood stuck, cornered, and blocked in my head. Like a school crossing guard, I shoved the STOP sign into my face. I ceased book drafting, blog posting, all social media musings and turned to the physical world.
I spent the pandemic year writing a novel, Jack’s Gift. Now, firecrackers started exploding in my brain, searing synapses, and leaving stale, hollow echoes of thought behind. Words slithered off my screen, unable to connect then drowning in darkness. An internal, wild force compelled me to breakout of tihs pandemic prison. Now I stood stuck, cornered, and blocked in my head. Like a school crossing guard, I shoved the STOP sign into my face. I ceased book drafting, blog posting, all social media musings and turned to the physical world.
“I’m antsy. Let’s finally retire and move to Florida.” I said to my husband.
“Why? Can’t we just take a trip or two to scratch your itch?” His head was down as he scrolled through email, not looking at me.
“Listen. Travel is hardly an adventure after all the continents and countries we’ve been to over the past 30 years. And, I know it was my idea to explore the Atlantic coast and the Bahamas in the sailboat for a year, but I’ve learned my lesson. There’s no place like home and I’m ready for a house, a place to take care of, a place of our own.”
His scrolling motion slowed. I pressed further. “We talked about moving to Florida before all this pandemic stuff hit. You said you liked St. Pete both times we visited. No hurricanes since 1921. You said more than just a few times that life on a beach with a bottle of scotch watching the sunset was your idea of heaven. And there’s a long string of Gulf beaches just minutes away from anywhere in St. Pete.” He looked up from the screen, put down his mobile, and smiled at me. I had his attention.
It was a mind blowing quest, uprooting ourselves from the ease and simplicity of city apartment living. We were in Virgina, our realtor was in North Carolina and our house hunt in St. Pete. In the mix were daily searches on Zillow and Realtor.com, trying to catch a listing before it fly off-the-screen. I percevered. On aThursday morning (that’s when most listings first get posted) I found one on the northern edge of town. A recently renovated (aka flipped) and sweetly landscaped 1958 concrete block rambler painted a soft sage green with space in the backyard for a pool. I jumped! My husband, still skeptical, was willing to take a look. For me, it was perfect. Madeira Beach was only five minutes away; just over the causeway. And the house was, miraculously, affordable, in an old established neighborhhood, and not in a flood zone. I promised we’d buy flood insurance, just in case. It was a proposal he couldn’t refuse.
I had visions of being completely settled and relaxed by Christimas. Maybe I could return to writing in the new yeaar. What happened threatened everything.